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From a protestant clergyman in Germany in the late 1930's:
 

"When the Nazis came for the trade unionists and socialists, I said nothing because I was not a trade unionist. When they came for the homosexuals and the gypsies, I said nothing because I was neither.When they came for the Jews, I said nothing because I was not a Jew. When they came for the Catholics, I said nothing because I was not a Catholic.
And when they came for me, there was nobody to say anything for me."

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A piece of advice from one Goddess to another:
 
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those that mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind!"
 

"It's 106 miles to Chicago. We have a full tank of gas, half a pack of cigarettes, it's dark . . . and we're wearing sunglasses."
 
Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish.

"Look, I understand. At least, I think I understand, what they did. 'S kinda one of my better gifts, understanding. That's what happens when you make a vampire out of a bad poet."
-Spike

 

 

SHE

 

She gets lonely when nobody's holding her

She can't be alone

Sometimes she lyes awake

She can't take it when

She don't know what she wants

 

She can't see that far

Her eyes long for the stars

She can't bleed this much

All at once, all at once

 

She feels empty when nobody's listening

So she don't say a word

She gets so undone,

Not the only one

She just likes to hurt

 

She can't see that far

Her eyes long for the stars

She can't bleed this much

All at once, all at once

 

With nothing to lose

There's no sign of the truth

But the water she spills from her eyes

With nothing to fear

How they all disappear

From the moment she opens her eyes

 

She's never been loved

Or so she says,

No one would know

 

She's never seen love

Or so she says,

No one would know

 

 

 

A DARK LOVE SONG

Long long time ago, My mother told me
As far as she knows lovin' was only
For those who love themselves, and it ain't for no one else
And you've got to hold inside, a certain amount of pride
Long long way from home, seems I've forgotten
All that I was told, and the heartache is starting
Cause those who love themselves, aren't enslaved to no one else
And they don't have to compromise,
And they don't have to cover their eyes
Seems I'm trapped I can't break free
Without you who would I be
And I've rendered myself powerless
Is my need my cowardice?
She's got bruises but she wears them for love
He's got disease but he bares it for love
Don't know what cupid was thinking of
So many of us just slaves for love
Long long chain of fools, and I'm in there somewhere
Cause love ain't got no rules, but somehow I still care
For those who love themselves, even more than I love myself
And though you bring me pain and sorrow
I'll still be here tomorrow
Seems I'm trapped I cant break free
Without you who would I be
I've rendered myself powerless
Is my need my cowardice?
She's got bruises but she'll wear them for love
He's got a new disease but he'll bare it for love
Don't know what cupid was thinking of
So many of us just slaves for love
Fools for love

 
 
 
 
The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it.
-  W.M. Lewis


It's not the load that breaks you down, it's the way you carry it.

-  Lena Horne

It's never crowded along the extra mile.
-Wayne Dyer

Why not go out on a limb? That's where the fruit is.
-Will Rogers


Forgiveness means giving up all hope of a better past.
-Landrum Bolling

SILVER TONE

 

I'm not convinced that you really know me.

An answer for anything, at this point, is just fine.

I don't understand why anyone tries to trust

When everyone lies to us and no one takes the blame

Cause I'm so guilty sometimes I hate myself.

And I'm so worthless sometimes. I feel alone

So I turn to you

Tell me your story and I'll tell you mine, my friend.

I'm open for listing my thoughts if you've got the time.

Speak your mind; these things I relate to.

This or anything else that you could blame on me.

I'm not convinced that you really know me

An answer for anything, at this point, is just fine

I don't understand why anyone tries to trust

When everyone lies to us and no one takes the blame.

 

AMERICAN PIE

A long, long time ago... I can still remember how
That music used to make me smile
And I knew if I had my chance,
That I could make those people dance,
And maybe they'd be happy for a while
But February made me shiver,
With every paper I'd deliver,
Bad news on the doorstep...
I couldn't take one more step
I can't remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride
But something touched me deep inside,
The day the music died
Soo..Bye, bye miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye
Singing this will be the day that I die
Did you write the book of love
And do you have faith in God above
If the Bible tells you so
Do you believe in rock n roll
Can music save your mortal soul
Then you can teach me to dance real slow
Well I know that you're in love with him
'Cause I saw you dancing in the gym
You both kicked off your shoes
Then I dig those rhythm and blues
I was a lonely teenage broncin' buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck
But I knew that I was out of luck
The day the music died
I started singin'...
Bye, bye miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye
Singing this will be the day that I die
Now for 10 years we've been on our own
And moss grows fat on a rolling stone
But that's not how it used to be
When the jester sang for the king and queen
In a coat he borrowed from James Dean, in a voice that came from you and me
And while the King was looking down
The jester stole his thorny crown
The courtroom was adjourned
No verdict was returned
While Lennon read the book of Marx
The quartet practiced in the park
And we sang dirges in the dark
The day the music died
We were singin'
Bye, bye miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye
Singing this will be the day that I die
Helter Skelter in a summer swelter
The birds flew off with the fallout shelter
Eight miles high and falling fast
It landed foul on the grass
The players tried for a forward pass
With the jester on the sidelines in a cast
Now the halftime air was sweet perfume
While sergeants played a marching tune
We all got up to dance
Oh, but we never got the chance
'Cause the players tried to take the field,
The marching band refused to yield
Do you recall what was revealed,
The day the music died
We started singing
Bye, bye miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye
Singing this will be the day that I die
Oh, and there we were all in one place
A generation lost in space
With no time left to start again
So come on Jack be nimble, Jack be quick
Jack Flash sat on a candle stick
'Cause fire is the Devil's only friend
As I watched him on the stage
My hands were clenched in fists of rage
No angel born in hell
Could break that Satan's spell and as flames climbed high into the night
To light the sacrificial rite
I saw Satan laughing with delight
the day the music died
He was singing....
Bye, bye miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye
Singing this will be the day that I die
I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news
But she just smiled and turned away
I went down to the sacred store
Where I'd heard the music years before
But the man there said the music wouldn't play
And in the streets the children screamed
The lovers cried and the poets dreamed
But not a word was spoken
The church bells all were broken
And the three men I admire most
The Father Son and Holy Ghost
They caught the last train for the coast
The day the music died
They were singin'
Bye, bye miss American Pie
Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry
And good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye?
Singing this will be the day that I die

 

`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
  Did gyre and gimble in the wabe:
All mimsy were the borogoves,
  And the mome raths outgrabe.

"Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
  The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
  The frumious Bandersnatch!"

He took his vorpal sword in hand:
  Long time the manxome foe he sought --
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
  And stood awhile in thought.

And, as in uffish thought he stood,
  The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
  And burbled as it came!

One, two! One, two! And through and through
  The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with its head
  He went galumphing back.

"And, has thou slain the Jabberwock?
  Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!'
  He chortled in his joy.

`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
  Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
  And the mome raths outgrabe.
 

We Cling To What Is Gone.  Is There Anything In This Life But Grief? 

There Is Love.  There's Hope... For Some.  Hope That You'll Find Something Worthy.  That Your Life Will Lead You To Some Joy.  That After Everything, You Can Still Be Surprised. 

Is That Enough To Live On? 

 

 

DAMAGED

Dreaming comes so easily

'Cause it's all that I've known

True love is a fairy tale

I'm damaged, so how would I know

I'm scared and I'm alone

I'm ashamed

And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say

And you can't take back what you've taken away

'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say

And you can't take back what you've taken away

'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Healing comes so painfully

And it chills to the bone

Will anyone get close to me?

I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know

I'm scared and I'm alone

I'm ashamed

And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say

And you can't take back what you've taken away

'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say

And you can't take back what you've taken away

'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

There's mending for my soul

An ending to this fear

Forgiveness for a man who was stronger

I was just a little girl, but I can't go back

 

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say

And you can't take back what you've taken away

'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say

And you can't take back what you've taken away

'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me

Can't go back

Can't go back

Can't go back

HANG IT UP

  

Don't hang it up

Just enough for the world to see

All there is was made above

Hang it up.  Believe.

This time shall cease

Sooner than you think

You should believe

You should know

You should try

All you say is

Hang it up,

Give it up,

Live it up,

Get it up for more

One more time

For Lady Lust

She's the one

Holds it up

Made us one

In the same

No one else

Will take the blame

 

 

 

THESE EYES

 

 

Heart that's been drug through the mud

Eyes never seen so much blood

Mouth should have opened

Stayed shut

Head that's not suited for love

 

Scream a lot

Dream when you think you should not

But don't whine for more

There is so much more to come

 

Legs get weak when they're crippled with fear

Arms that never know which way to steer

Ears that never believe what they hear

 

Then there's these eyes

 

HANGING BY A THREAD

 

When I cry, I close my eyes

And every tear falls down inside

And I pray with all my might

That I will find my heart in someone's arms

When I cry, cry

When I cry, when I am sad

I think of every awful thing I ever did

When I cry, there is no love

No, there is nothing that can comfort me enough

When I cry

Cry, cry

The salt inside my body ruins

Everyone I come close to

My hands are barely holding up my head

Oh, I'm so tired of looking at my feet

And all the secrets that I keep

My heart is barely hangin' by a thread

Hangin' by a thread

Oh, look at me

At all I've done

I've lost so many things that I so dearly love

I lost my soul

I lost my pride

Oh, I lost any hope of having a sweet life

So I cry

Cry, cry

I miss you all

I wish I was

With you now

I wish I was

 
 
 
 
 
JARED'S WORDS
 
You make me smile
All the while
In fields of uncertainty
Where soldiers die
And mothers cry
You make me smile
Your smiling face
With warm embrace
Where soldiers die
A soft touch
Would mean so much
Your smiling face
I could ramble on
Until the dawn
But never get across
The fact that you
Have brought joy to
This warrior tired and lost
 

Smile
James Marsters

In, I'm fallin' in
Didn't want to
Not so fast, boy
Slow, Don't want to hurt the girl
Little pretty box
You better fill it

And I get blinded when she opens the door
It's like looking into the sun, you know
And I'm just blinkin', mumblin', starin' at my shoes
And she just looks at me
And smiles, smiles, smiles

So, there we go again
It feels so good
To fall up and down
Damn, it's 2am again
She kisses me goodbye
For the sixteenth time

And I'm driving home, it's 5am
And I look at the sun come up over the hills
And the clouds are turning pink and green
And all I can see is her eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes

I get blinded when she opens the door
It's like looking into the sun, you know
And I'm just blinkin', mumblin', starin' at my shoes
She just looks at me
And smiles, smiles, smiles

 

 

Wake Up Older

Slept in my makeup
Didn't get my teeth brushed
I crashed on the couch
And now my mouth tastes like yesterday's news
Well hello Jim Beam
Oh the places you've seen
If only you could talk
You'd tell me why he walked out on me and you
Oh the things lovers do when it's over
Oh the things lovers do when it's done
Find a cool bottle or a warm shoulder
Wake up older
And try to move on
I drove around last night
Thinkin' 'bout our last fight
I cruised by your house
And all the lights were out and you were gone
So I found me a stranger
With his comforting danger
But I thought about you
The whole time we were gettin' it on
Oh the things lovers do when it's over
Oh the things lovers do when it's done
Find a cool bottle or a warm shoulder
Wake up older
And try to move on
Find a cool bottle or a warm shoulder
lain Wake up older
Wake up older
Slept in my makeup
Didn't get my teeth brushed
I crashed on the couch and now my mouth tastes like
Yesterday's news

JIMMY'S WORDS:

Self pity.

I thought I was immune to this...but obviously I'm not.
Digitally remembering every moment of that night
I scarcely see why
We don't talk anymore
It's not a game when it comes to being paralyzed
by emotion...with promises only being lies
and oceans being drained just by tiptoeing around
circled and squared
lost and unaware of the miniature solar systems being born
on a daily basis
my mind
reality
I must face this
to be inside a bubble of fiction
no helmet
but when I fall and bump my head
I'll treasure every fatal moment
and I'm sure that on some level
you feel it too

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From Jimmy:

Did I give my keys to you? 

Who did you leave

in a car parked

on a dead end street

deep inside your mind?

Toronto cold

and the windows fog

blue smoke coming out the one millimeter crack

of the side of your mouth

Lit up

by the light of the lunar

satellite

<orbiting> you see the whole picture

part the red velvet curtains

of your stabilized vernacular

infused with dreams that you

control with a heartbeat

or a soft whisper that makes

the valves open

and the tiniest hairs

stand up at the epiphany

of parted eyelashes

and the drama of existence

the locked glove compartment

where your happiness is kept

remains a distant memory

and while you tread

philosophically on undiscovered

planets

your keys remain

safe in your pocket

 

 

is there ever was a time to run...

this must be what it feels like
to be the holy spirit in a knife fight
my nightlight has burnt out
gnomes carrying torches are starting to
freak me out
but its okay
i'm armed to the teeth
with a grin known only to certain men
as a sign of suffering
no longer maintaining the glow of an apostle
i chose to pack a lunch and get the fuck out
climbing walls made of vines
getting splinters on my tongue from the trees
bruised by the sunshine
motivated by hypocrisy
i'll slip into these clothes that you've made
flip a coin and decide my own fate
the raindrops will guide me
the fallen leaves being detailed maps of deception
i'll choose my direction wisely.

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