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From a protestant clergyman in Germany in the late 1930's:
"When the Nazis came for
the trade unionists and socialists, I said nothing because I was not a trade unionist. When they came for the homosexuals
and the gypsies, I said nothing because I was neither.When they came for the Jews, I said nothing because I was not a Jew. When they came for
the Catholics, I said nothing because I was not a Catholic. And when they came for me, there was nobody to say
anything for me."
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A piece of advice from one Goddess to another:
"Be who you are and say what you feel because
those that mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind!"
"It's 106 miles to Chicago. We have a full tank of gas,
half a pack of cigarettes, it's dark . . . and we're wearing sunglasses."
Patience and perseverance have a magical
effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish.
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"Look, I understand. At least, I think
I understand, what they did. 'S kinda one of my better gifts, understanding. That's what happens
when you make a vampire out of a bad poet." -Spike
SHE
She gets
lonely when nobody's holding her
She can't
be alone
Sometimes
she lyes awake
She can't
take it when
She don't
know what she wants
She can't
see that far
Her eyes
long for the stars
She can't
bleed this much
All at once,
all at once
She feels
empty when nobody's listening
So she don't
say a word
She gets
so undone,
Not the only
one
She just
likes to hurt
She can't
see that far
Her eyes
long for the stars
She can't
bleed this much
All at once,
all at once
With nothing
to lose
There's no
sign of the truth
But the water
she spills from her eyes
With nothing
to fear
How they
all disappear
From the
moment she opens her eyes
She's never
been loved
Or so she
says,
No one would
know
She's never seen love
Or so she
says,
No
one would know
A DARK LOVE SONG
Long long time ago, My mother told me As far as she
knows lovin' was only For those who love themselves, and it ain't for no one else And you've got to hold inside, a certain
amount of pride Long long way from home, seems I've forgotten All that I was told, and the heartache is starting Cause
those who love themselves, aren't enslaved to no one else And they don't have to compromise, And they don't have to
cover their eyes Seems I'm trapped I can't break free Without you who would I be And I've rendered myself powerless Is
my need my cowardice? She's got bruises but she wears them for love He's got disease but he bares it for love Don't
know what cupid was thinking of So many of us just slaves for love Long long chain of fools, and I'm in there somewhere Cause
love ain't got no rules, but somehow I still care For those who love themselves, even more than I love myself And though
you bring me pain and sorrow I'll still be here tomorrow Seems I'm trapped I cant break free Without you who would
I be I've rendered myself powerless Is my need my cowardice? She's got bruises but she'll wear them for love He's
got a new disease but he'll bare it for love Don't know what cupid was thinking of So many of us just slaves for love Fools
for love
The tragedy of life is not that it ends
so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it. - W.M. Lewis
It's not the load that breaks you down, it's
the way you carry it.
- Lena Horne
It's never crowded along the extra mile. -Wayne Dyer
Why not go out on a limb? That's where the fruit is. -Will
Rogers Forgiveness
means giving up all hope of a better past. -Landrum Bolling
SILVER TONE
I'm not convinced
that you really know me.
An answer
for anything, at this point, is just fine.
I don't understand
why anyone tries to trust
When everyone
lies to us and no one takes the blame
Cause I'm
so guilty sometimes I hate myself.
And I'm so
worthless sometimes. I feel alone
So I turn
to you
Tell me your
story and I'll tell you mine, my friend.
I'm open
for listing my thoughts if you've got the time.
Speak your
mind; these things I relate to.
This or anything
else that you could blame on me.
I'm not convinced
that you really know me
An answer
for anything, at this point, is just fine
I don't
understand why anyone tries to trust
When everyone
lies to us and no one takes the blame.
AMERICAN PIE
A long, long time ago... I can
still remember how That music used to make me smile And I knew if I had my chance, That I could make those people
dance, And maybe they'd be happy for a while But February made me shiver, With every paper I'd deliver, Bad news
on the doorstep... I couldn't take one more step I can't remember if I cried When I read about his widowed bride But
something touched me deep inside, The day the music died Soo..Bye, bye miss American Pie Drove my Chevy to the levee
but the levee was dry And good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye Singing this will be the day that I die Did
you write the book of love And do you have faith in God above If the Bible tells you so Do you believe in rock n
roll Can music save your mortal soul Then you can teach me to dance real slow Well I know that you're in love with
him 'Cause I saw you dancing in the gym You both kicked off your shoes Then I dig those rhythm and blues I was
a lonely teenage broncin' buck With a pink carnation and a pickup truck But I knew that I was out of luck The day
the music died I started singin'... Bye, bye miss American Pie Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry And
good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye Singing this will be the day that I die Now for 10 years we've been on our
own And moss grows fat on a rolling stone But that's not how it used to be When the jester sang for the king and
queen In a coat he borrowed from James Dean, in a voice that came from you and me And while the King was looking down The
jester stole his thorny crown The courtroom was adjourned No verdict was returned While Lennon read the book of
Marx The quartet practiced in the park And we sang dirges in the dark The day the music died We were singin'
Bye, bye miss American Pie Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry And good ol' boys were drinking whisky
and rye Singing this will be the day that I die Helter Skelter in a summer swelter The birds flew off with the fallout
shelter Eight miles high and falling fast It landed foul on the grass The players tried for a forward pass With
the jester on the sidelines in a cast Now the halftime air was sweet perfume While sergeants played a marching tune We
all got up to dance Oh, but we never got the chance 'Cause the players tried to take the field, The marching band
refused to yield Do you recall what was revealed, The day the music died We started singing Bye, bye miss American
Pie Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry And good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye Singing this
will be the day that I die Oh, and there we were all in one place A generation lost in space With no time left to
start again So come on Jack be nimble, Jack be quick Jack Flash sat on a candle stick 'Cause fire is the Devil's
only friend As I watched him on the stage My hands were clenched in fists of rage No angel born in hell Could
break that Satan's spell and as flames climbed high into the night To light the sacrificial rite I saw Satan laughing
with delight the day the music died He was singing.... Bye, bye miss American Pie Drove my Chevy to the levee
but the levee was dry And good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye Singing this will be the day that I die I met
a girl who sang the blues And I asked her for some happy news But she just smiled and turned away I went down to
the sacred store Where I'd heard the music years before But the man there said the music wouldn't play And in the
streets the children screamed The lovers cried and the poets dreamed But not a word was spoken The church bells all
were broken And the three men I admire most The Father Son and Holy Ghost They caught the last train for the coast The
day the music died They were singin' Bye, bye miss American Pie Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry And
good ol' boys were drinking whisky and rye? Singing this will be the day that I die
`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did
gyre and gimble in the wabe: All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe.
"Beware the Jabberwock, my son! The jaws
that bite, the claws that catch! Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun The frumious Bandersnatch!"
He took his vorpal sword in hand: Long
time the manxome foe he sought -- So rested he by the Tumtum tree, And stood awhile in thought.
And, as in uffish thought he stood, The
Jabberwock, with eyes of flame, Came whiffling through the tulgey wood, And burbled as it came!
One, two! One, two! And through and through The
vorpal blade went snicker-snack! He left it dead, and with its head He went galumphing back.
"And, has thou slain the Jabberwock? Come
to my arms, my beamish boy! O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!' He chortled in his joy.
`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves Did
gyre and gimble in the wabe; All mimsy were the borogoves, And the mome raths outgrabe.
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We Cling To What Is Gone. Is There Anything In This
Life But Grief?
There Is Love. There's Hope... For Some. Hope
That You'll Find Something Worthy. That Your Life Will Lead You To Some Joy. That After Everything, You Can Still
Be Surprised.
Is That Enough To Live On?
DAMAGED
Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would I know
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
There's mending for my soul
An ending to this fear
Forgiveness for a man who was stronger
I was just a little girl, but I can't go back
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
Can't go back
Can't go back
Can't go back
HANG IT UP
Don't hang
it up
Just enough
for the world to see
All there
is was made above
Hang it up. Believe.
This time
shall cease
Sooner than
you think
You should
believe
You should
know
You should
try
All you say
is
Hang it up,
Give it up,
Live it up,
Get it up
for more
One more
time
For Lady
Lust
She's the
one
Holds it
up
Made us one
In the same
No one else
Will take
the blame
THESE EYES
Heart that's
been drug through the mud
Eyes never
seen so much blood
Mouth should
have opened
Stayed shut
Head that's
not suited for love
Scream a
lot
Dream when
you think you should not
But don't
whine for more
There is
so much more to come
Legs get
weak when they're crippled with fear
Arms that
never know which way to steer
Ears that
never believe what they hear
Then there's these eyes
HANGING BY
A THREAD
When I cry,
I close my eyes
And every
tear falls down inside
And
I pray with all my might
That I will find
my heart in someone's arms
When I cry, cry
When I cry, when
I am sad
I think of every
awful thing I ever did
When I cry, there
is no love
No, there is
nothing that can comfort me enough
When I cry
Cry, cry
The salt inside
my body ruins
Everyone I come
close to
My hands are
barely holding up my head
Oh, I'm so tired
of looking at my feet
And all the secrets
that I keep
My heart is barely
hangin' by a thread
Hangin' by a
thread
Oh, look at me
At all I've done
I've lost so
many things that I so dearly love
I lost my soul
I lost my pride
Oh, I lost any
hope of having a sweet life
So I cry
Cry, cry
I miss you all
I wish I was
With you now
I wish I was
JARED'S WORDS
You make me smile
All the while
In fields of uncertainty
Where soldiers die
And mothers cry
You make me smile
Your smiling face
With warm embrace
Where soldiers die
A soft touch
Would mean so much
Your smiling face
I could ramble on
Until the dawn
But never get across
The fact that you
Have brought joy to
This warrior tired and lost
Smile James Marsters
In, I'm fallin' in Didn't want to Not so fast,
boy Slow, Don't want to hurt the girl Little pretty box You better fill it
And I get blinded when she opens the door It's like
looking into the sun, you know And I'm just blinkin', mumblin', starin' at my shoes And she just looks at me And
smiles, smiles, smiles
So, there we go again It feels so good To fall
up and down Damn, it's 2am again She kisses me goodbye For the sixteenth time
And I'm driving home, it's 5am And I look at the sun
come up over the hills And the clouds are turning pink and green And all I can see is her eyes, eyes, eyes, eyes
I get blinded when she opens the door It's like looking
into the sun, you know And I'm just blinkin', mumblin', starin' at my shoes She just looks at me And smiles, smiles,
smiles
Wake Up Older
Slept in my makeup Didn't get my teeth brushed I
crashed on the couch And now my mouth tastes like yesterday's
news Well hello Jim Beam Oh the places you've seen If
only you could talk You'd tell me why he walked out on me
and you Oh the things lovers do when it's over Oh the things lovers do when it's done Find a cool bottle or a warm shoulder Wake
up older And try to move on I drove around last night Thinkin'
'bout our last fight I cruised by your house And all the lights were out and you were gone So I found me a stranger With
his comforting danger But I thought about you The whole time we were gettin' it on Oh the things lovers do when it's over Oh the
things lovers do when it's done Find a cool bottle or a warm
shoulder Wake up older And try to move on Find a cool bottle or a
warm shoulder lain Wake up older Wake up older Slept
in my makeup Didn't get my teeth brushed I crashed on the couch and now my mouth tastes like Yesterday's news
JIMMY'S WORDS:
Self pity.
I thought I was immune to this...but
obviously I'm not. Digitally remembering every moment of that night I scarcely see why We don't talk anymore It's
not a game when it comes to being paralyzed by emotion...with promises only being lies and oceans being drained just
by tiptoeing around circled and squared lost and unaware of the miniature solar systems being born on a daily basis my
mind reality I must face this to be inside a bubble of fiction no helmet but when I fall and bump my head I'll
treasure every fatal moment and I'm sure that on some level you feel it too

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Did I give my keys
to you?
Who did you
leave
in a car
parked
on a dead
end street
deep inside
your mind?
Toronto cold
and the windows
fog
blue smoke
coming out the one millimeter crack
of the side
of your mouth
Lit up
by the light
of the lunar
satellite
<orbiting>
you see the whole picture
part the
red velvet curtains
of your stabilized
vernacular
infused with
dreams that you
control with
a heartbeat
or a soft
whisper that makes
the valves
open
and the tiniest
hairs
stand up
at the epiphany
of parted
eyelashes
and the drama
of existence
the locked
glove compartment
where your
happiness is kept
remains a
distant memory
and while
you tread
philosophically
on undiscovered
planets
your keys
remain
safe in your
pocket
is there ever was a time to run...
this must be what it feels like to be the holy spirit
in a knife fight my nightlight has burnt out gnomes carrying torches are starting to freak me out but its okay i'm
armed to the teeth with a grin known only to certain men as a sign of suffering no longer maintaining the glow
of an apostle i chose to pack a lunch and get the fuck out climbing walls made of vines getting splinters on my tongue from
the trees bruised by the sunshine motivated by hypocrisy i'll slip into these clothes that you've made flip a
coin and decide my own fate the raindrops will guide me the fallen leaves being detailed maps of deception i'll
choose my direction wisely.
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This page was last published on Tuesday, July
26, 2005.

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